moon gal's earth transit

so sorry....

2008-01-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

hey ppl... so sorry tat i didn't update for a freakin long time sia~ been very very busy... got tuition almost everydae and also meetin banu and kanages and also dragonboatin... and also got to fit hubby into the whole plannin... to busy sia~ dun even haf a good break.. too tired for anytink aso.. dun know wat to do... might be tooooo stressed in a few daez time.. haiz.. juz now met banu and sathi for a while.. been a long time since i saw him.. then, came back ah.. was due for tutiton todae but it was cancelled so i met banu... thanx for the company given babe... also missin hunkz lotz now.. took lotz and lotz of pics.. but lazy to upload sia~ thought life has been busy, it is equalli borin also.. wanna go out but like no time sia~ and also no money to shop.. juz realised, need more tops and bottoms.. haiz.. any kind soul out there to give mi cash... wen metro wif banu juz now and tried a tube top and a tube dress but i kinda like the tube top better than the dress sia~ guess how much? $9.90 onli sia~ but i didn;t buy as i didn;t haf enough cash...

seriousli ignore my messy hair la.. coz i wen after school... and i was kinda stressed lookin..lolz...well, i guess tat's all la for todae as i wanna go and sleep.. very sleepy now..

~thanx for the company banz!!! love u babe~

everytink feels kinda wrong

2008-01-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

heyz.. well, out of a sudden i fee like everytink is so wrong and i juz wanna go and stress out myself.. but i dun tink i haf the company to do tat.. anyone wanna company mi? i dun even feel like stayin at hm now sia~ i juz wanna go out... alone!!!! i feel kinda alone even wen i haf got everyone around mi... anddis loniess is killin mi slowli... stressed out wif life, dun know wat to do now. .. and so many tinks to do.... tuition everyday, sunlove at chai chee and SANA and not to forget school.. it's like everytink has suddenli cum to mi tat i dun haf time for a movie wif frenz also... how bad can tat get pplz???? stressed up.. wanna drink... wanna get a lip piercing.. maybe i'm juz askn too much... but u know wat? fuck it!!!! it's not even worth tryin once in a while as notink can be done... and i'm like gonna break down any moment... but who knows wat is exactli is goin thru my mind? anyone wanna guess wat's happenin?

~thoughts of wrong tinks~

tinks bout mi....

2008-01-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

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new year...

2008-01-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou1.htm... well, go to dis website.. there's a great story there and did it touch my heart. i mean it was very nice.. and now, i wanna read more f dis books and read more and more books... hmmm, anyone who knows of dis type of book, can borrow mi??? please... thanx a million... and well, the new year has been a great one as i mansged to see my dearie on tat dae.. and it;s also gonna be a very busy year as haf got more tutitions dis year and i have to get more cash.. haiz... my hubby is also there to support mi and well, i do thank him lotz for it.. love u lotz!!!! and there;s also more tinks cumin up.. but lets hope there will be more good stuffs dis year... and tat;s it for now ah..

~HAPPY NEW YEAR~

new year in 24 hrs time!!!!!

2007-12-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

well, new year is gonna be here in 24 hrs time! and i can;t believe it sia~ it's like sooooo fast the year is gonna end sia! OMG!!! freakin fast la.. and wat's my resolution? i haven;t got any and plan not to haf any... as i dun follow it... well, great tinks have happen todae and HAPPY 1 YEAR TO MY SIS AND BIL(DANIE)!! tinks are gonna not so good once in a while thru put the year but still.. the year's gonna end and it's part and parcel of life!!! and it;s also my bitch's birthdae!!! KHAMSINAH;S BIRTHDAE!!!
happy birthdae!!!!! and ya la, tat's it for now..

~glad i've u hubby!!!!~

pics of birthdae...

2007-12-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

my wonderful birthdae cake.. it was nice.. and it was in a shape of a burger.. cool sia~ i love burger!!!!
help!!!help!!help!! my burger is on fire.. juz kiddin.. it was the candles.. 18 candles, i mean19 year old.
time to make wish. i wish, i wish, i wish...
pose wif the cake... havin a good look at the cake, so tat i can eat up...
yummy..yummy..yummy....
eat..eat..eat...

i'm gonna eat up the burger.. i dun wanna share...

and now for the pica for the veena... well after veena, i intro my mother and mr dinesh to each other... and it wen not bad.. i'm kinda happy tat it's goin well...

thick makeup after the veena....mi and hubby... stll lovin him lotz like before... glad tat he is in my life!!!!!!!!mi and ellan(palla[sorry for the wrong spellin name]) before the whole performance to start...another shot of miin thick makeup.. hubby was lookin at mi a type the whole time as he has never seen mi like dis...this was taken durin the full dress rehershal, the dae before the actual veena... and tat's the end of entry for todae... and guess wat? maybe i shpuld start postin up the scores of manchster united as i'm like gonna keep track of it... maybe i will start durin tat ah... well for the first one.. MAN U vs EVERTON.. the score is 2-1.. MAN U 2 and EVERTON is 1... MAN U won the game!!!

~lovin hubby,my heartz is all for him~

fact of life

2007-12-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

You can’t kill yourself by holding your breath!!! so dun bother holding ur breath to die!
:D

sundae....

2007-12-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

well, well, todae is sundae.. for 3 weeks i wun be havin school as holidaez has started... gonna miss everyone in school and i will start gettin lazy to get to school.. tinks are not exactli goin good.. haven't top up my prepaid card, so i can't send any msgs.. life is startin to get kinda sucky and it is also gona affect sum ppl in my life... i juz dun know wat to do.. should i get a job.. i dun exactli mind any job. there are a certain jobs which i dun mind doin but sum ppl mind.. wat can i do? afterall i'm onli a gal.. if it was a guy, they wun have said anytink.. juz dun know wat to do now... very confused.. tinks are also happenin tat it is affectin my thoguhts that i'm totalli confused. a shoulder would be very comfortin but whose shoulder? anyone, ur shoulder pls... kinda goin crazy over tinks too.. juz dun know wat to say or do.. how to go on wif life like dis? confusion over tinks which are happenin... need a listenin ear to listen mi out and dun lecture mi but juz gif mi a shoulder wen i start cryin.. i will be more than happy if u could do tat... i miss u but do u know tat i miss u? i dun tink u know tat i miss u... as it's onli a been a dae since i saw u.. i wan u here now.. but knowin u, i know tat u wun cum.. i'm nearli in tears... will u ever understand my feelin wen i say i need u here.. i'm nt askin u to be there everytime but why can't u be there wen u can be? i'm scared for wat's gonna happen? headaches are cumin back.. and my back is also feelin a kind.. will i die soon out of sickness?

~confused and nearli in tears which are bein controlled~

update for the week...

2007-12-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

well, mondae all the way to thursdae was havin practice..veena was on the fridae so practice after practice and screwin after screwin.. it was like OMG and worse still, i didn;t recover!!! i was still sick la.. now feelin lotz more better la.
wat can i say.. i dun tink i'm gonna die soon la.. i'm gonna live for long.. lolz.. and well, the veena did go well... and who who came to support mi?
-mother
-sasa
-danie
-hubby
-bro summit..
hey pplz, thanx for cumin down and supportin the production... and i wen to see alvin and the chipmunks todae wif hubby.. the movie was so cute.. and touchin... i tink everyone should watch it la.. seriousli nice to watch la..

sorry if the pic is small.. and thanx for bring mi to the movie hubby.. dis is our first move together after bein together for 5 months.. but nevertheless, it was a good movie and a great dae..

~thanx for the great dae hubby, love ya~

currentli..

2007-12-09T18:09:00.000+08:00

currentli sitted on the dark blue 2 seater sofa, watchin tv checkin fiendster and updatin my blog.. lolz.. super freakin bored la... wanted to go for jeevita's birthdae but mothr said no.. so i couldn;t go.. sorry jeevita sis.. very sorry.. will make it up to u... well, hubby is at the cc.. for meetin.. so can;t call him either.. hmmm, kinda missin him.. but guess it doesn't matter much as i kinda got used to it.. wanted to see him but unable to do it.. *haiz* wat can i do.. dun wanna say anymore also la.. well, yawnin and bored.. notink much is also goin on in my mind.. haven't got much to say also... the veena is also cumin up.. wanna take back my dancin but ppl are sayin no. they ask mi wat i wanna learn but wen i tel my interest, there's a straight no.. so why even bother askin wat's my interest?? i dun get it.. got to start savin up more and more money also so tat i can take my bike lisence... anyone wanna sponsor mi for tat? i dun mind.. fact, u are gladli invited to sponsor mi.. dun know wat to update my blog bout.. feel like i'm livin a borin life.. wanna make it happenin but if i do so, i will lose sum major ppl in my life whom i dun wanna lose.. so got to keep it dis way.. guess tat's it for now..

~MISSIN U but I GUESS IT DOESN'T MATTER MUCH~

birthdae!!!!

2007-12-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

well, yesterdae was my birthdae.. it wen well.. the ratin out if ten would be 8, maybe it would have been ten if i was wif hubby.. but nevermind la. there's always other birthdaes wen i can be wif him la.. so it wun be tat bad.. on mondae i saw banu, kanages and hubby.. kanages, banu and i wen to seoul garden to eat. banu and kanages treated mi!!!!! then wen eatin half way huby joined us and but he didnt eat.. he came wif a gift for mi.. it was a small bear holdin a heart sayi happy birthdae.. kanages and banu got a bigger bear!!!! and banu also got mi a earrin which i'm still wearin... it is a earrin in the shape of heart wif white to pink stones around it... it is very nice la!!! then came back hm.. wen it was 12, hubby sang mi a birthdae song, then maran caled , everyone was like happy birthdae, happy birthdae.. i was very HAPPY la.. too happy i guess.. then mother gave mi a packet of chocolates.. in the mornin father gave mi a 10bucks.. then in school, everyone was wishin mi.. disappointed tat sumone didn't wish mi.. totoally disappointed in u dei.. i was hopin tat u remember but i guess i was wrong da.. u are not who i thought u will be.. then durin break 2 wen to agora hall as roy was performin.. then wen for lunch.. nisha, zari, jenny, faj, and bison got mi a cake.. then sha, liyana and yoges got mi a perfume.. then after school came bad hm, attai's family came over and we wen for dinner.. guess wat? my birthdae cake at hm was in a shape of a burger sia~ it was so cute!!!!! had a great birthdae.. had to say it was a great birthdae as dun celebrate my birthdae in school as it always falls in the holidaes.. so got to say love it lotz!!!! THANX TO: MOTHER, SISTERS, HUBBY, GREAT FRENZ AND RELATIVES... THANX LOTZ PPL... LOVE U ALL LOTZ!!!!

todae didn't go to school as i wasn't feelin well again... wen to see the doc... now alot of ppl will be sayin FINALLY SHE DID TAT!!! lolz. yupz. haven;t been feelin well for 2 weeks... and now then i see a doc.. so how great can tat be.. the doc gaf mi a couple of medicines and i;m tld to finish t.. how bad can tat be.. the medicine sucks esp the pan killers.. it's like i'm gona vomit la. how?how?how?

okie la.. gonna finish the entry by sayin thanx to all for the great birthdae

this is the cake given by the break makkals
:D

~thanx to all who has made my birthdae great. lub ya lotz ppl~

poems by sekar..

2007-11-30T11:17:00.000+08:00

Well, still not feelin well for almost a week plus.. so it's freakin sucky sia~ but wat to do.. have to stay wif it.. tmr goin malacca also.. 6.30 woodlands checkpoint.. got to be there.. haven't find the white card also.. how la? got to ask around now.. *haiz* and will have to pack all my stuffs todae also.. haven't pack now.. plannin to meet banu and kanages also.. haven't confirm tat plans also.. and guys, yesterdae was fun.. haven't gone out like tat for long sia~ miss all the times we spend together.. as the fishin sisters..lolz..

and well, also would like to post up sum poems tat a fren of mine wrotedurin his past times.. his name is sekar.. and well the poems are nice..

The first one will be:

[[Missing You]]

Over the mountains and the seas
Always feeling your ever sweet breeze,
I yearn to see you one more time,
Not caring if loving you was a crime,
I wrote our names in the sand,
So that it will stand as a testament to our love and
Never end,
Will the time come for us to unite,
For I think of your ever loving gaze every single night.

The second one will be:

[[Thinking of you]]

Life has its ups and downs,
But It has its bright side to,
So there is no need for frowns,
For with me around,
You will never be down,
Life has its little letdowns,
But I’m always thinking of you.

the third one will be:

[[that is love]]

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
It is what I feel for you,
Each and everyday,
Love is like a sweet smile,
Love is like a romantic song,
Love is a great emotion
And it will keep us going strong

and well i like the last one the best bout love.. true enough love is a great feelin...SEKAR!!!!!
thanx for sendin the poems.. and i've posted it up..

~pa, missin u lotz dinesh!!!! love u lotz too~

feelin bad...

2007-11-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

i'm totallui drained out without even doing any exercise.,. wanna know how? i'm not feelin well and i'm currentli feel like pukin and my body is achin abit.. not sure if whether if tmr will be able to make it to school.. and tink bout it.. need to get well by the fridae so tat i will be in a good condition to get to malacca on the saturdae.. onli cumin back on the sundae.. not sure if i will be able to call my hubby.. gonna miss him sia~

i wan him to be my side now.. i feel like snuggling up to him now as i dun feel so good and i'm kinda missing him.. dun know why sia~
and for the trip to malacca we will not be able to bring any song device, how bout tat?
i;m gonna go crazy coz of tat.. aiyo... i will die out of boredom on tat dae la.. but i guess most prob i will also be sleepin in the bus as i will be sleepy.. will have to be at the woodlands checl point by 6.30.. gonna be very bored la..
and i;m totalli not sure of wat to update in my blog now.. so i'm leavin at dis..

~wishin to snuggle up to u now pa~

over the weekend...

2007-11-26T09:40:00.000+08:00

well startin fm fridae, on firdae school as usual, then left durin break 2 as i had to go to SANA office which was located in sengkang. had to go and decorate the place up for saturdae's high tea.. and on thursdae, i and kanages wen over to tekka and brought the items for the decoration.. so on firdae everytink was wif mi.. wen to sembawang to meet bro vinod, ganesh and sekar. waited for them for around half an hr.. after tat wen to yishun to take bus 965 which goes straight to sengkang station... we wen to the place and there was sum badge stuff which was goin on in the room tat we had to use... so wwe had to wait.. while then ganesh was carryin the decoration stuffs and he also carried my lappy for a while.. then after the badge stuff was over, we wen over to the room and started to get the tinks done.. it was actualli fun workin wif the guys... and sekar, thanx for the drink... we hang up tinks at the front door and sumtink on the whiteboard. and then got ganesh to see his lenght of the garland so tat the rest can be used for decoration. there was still a lot more after gettin his part of the garland. after tat the guys hang up the rest of the garlands... banu and sharan came after awhile.. and we got the kolam done.. and i had to leave as i was meetin hubby. didn;t see him for 12 daes.. then wen to take the bus fm the interchange but was still waitin for the bus wen the rest finished everytink.. after a while the bus came.. reached woodlands and got the train to cck. and hubby said tat he was would be late.. so wen to the library and was doin sum stuffs wen hubby msged mi to meet him in 10 mins time.. so off my lappy and and packed my stuffs and wen down to meet him... wen for dinner and slacked for a while... after tat he had to rush off, as he had to get food for jacky and the rest... after tat, at night he called mi and jacky was sayin thanx for the food wen i realised tat i and hubby forgot to take the fork and chilli sauce for jacky and the rest.. and they were also havin a hard time eatin without those stuffs. . . then after awhile hubby msged mi to call him, then i called and we talked...

then came saturdae, woke up early as had to meet everyone at sembawang at 11 but everyone was late.. banu and i met at 10.55 but we had to uturn wen we reached kranji as banu took her mother's key.. and though tat happen we were still early.. as wen we reached sembawang, the onli one there was sekar... we waited for a while and vimal came.. after a while, bro vinod came... then we waited and started callin everyone then bala turned up after a while too.. all said there will be cumin and we were practicalli waitin for 2 hrs as banu and i were charged $2 for overstay at the station.. was totalli pissed off.. then we wen to yishun first and then satish joined us there.. we waited for the bus and it came after a while.. we wen to the place and we were rushin for time... sathya, siva, ganesh and rogini met us there... then i was practicalli runnin everywhere as we had sum tinks which was needed to be done.. like the sword for the drama.. the sword was done usin a weak board tat it was swayin anyhow sia~ then luckli was able to make it bend... then was doin eyeliner and pottu for ganesh who was to be the krishna. then bein the villager, i had to go and tie sari.. it was hardwork sia~ but manange to tie it quickli as i've tired the sari b4.. then the show started, kanages banu and i were like rushin.. the drama was cute sia~

the charcters as below:
-krishnan--ganesh
-demon--sekar
-villagers--banu,kanages,rogini and siva
-general fo demon--bala
-priest--vimal
-narrator--veeni

so in it, the demon did not have enough space to move round the krishnan,
kanages was to follow banu but she followed rogini,
banu was suppose to have a sad face wen bala hit her but she was smilin,
after bein dead the demon shakes his leg and worse of all
i was talkin broken english sia~ how bad can tat be????
then after the drama, the lucky draw was done followed by the first dance then the high tea.. but wasted as i, banu and kanages were able to see the dance as we were touchin up ourselves.. we came durin the break, then the songs were playin and i and kanages were dancin.. wen a few guys saw and we were like oh shit... then after tat the guys dance, then banu also danced to get her phone back as she left it in the toilet.. then there was the second lucky draw and finalli there was a dance floor... but after a while bro vinod stop the dance floor as onli the youth grp were dancin.. then there was short meetin and then we had to pack up and leave the place.. then after tat we were like freakin tired.. we walked to the station, the we are mi, kanages, sharan and sekar and sri ganesh. then kanages left to take the train while the rest took the bus.. i wanted to sleep in the bus but banu stopped mi.. we were watchin sri ganesh and sekar sleepin in the bus.. then we got off at woodlands, then took a train to the CCK... then wen back hm.. waited for hubby to msg mi so tat i can call mi..

then came sundae, onli woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon.. was too tired... then woke up, showered and mopped the hse.. after tat was watchin tv and then took shower then prayed and watched tv for a while and then wen to get ready to meet hubby.. YEAH!!! i was wearin a balck short skirt wif a tiger shirt.. wearin dis tiger shirt many ppl name mi the tiger gal.. who knows? maybe i'm to be a tiger gal..kiddin ah hubby.. i wun be a tiger gal... then wen to meet hubby.. we slacked for a while then he had to go and take the bus as he had to book in.. but at least i saw him... love him lotz!!!!! i guess tat's it for now ah...

~alreadi missin him, wanna be wif u pa~

leg pain!!

2007-11-22T15:03:00.001+08:00

heyhey..sorry for not updatin.. well, lots of tinks have happen but not tat much ah.. well since sundae.. sundae was dragonboatin practice for mi.. and onli 6 ppl turn up.. 10 were due t be there but onli 6 were there... so if we were gonna row,the rental of the boat would be too expensive for us to chip in the cash for.. so we ask the coach for a push forward for rowin.. after much aski, he said okie.. so we thought we could go for breakfast but we were brought to national stadium... and i was like wat the hell are we goin there for.. and it's it obvious.. we were there for trainin.. so we had no choice but to do the trainin... and it was freak tirin la.. we had to do 4 laps of pushup and sum other stuffs.. we did a total of 160 pushups.. but simce we cheated (we were tired okie!) we did lesser than tat.. and since it was gal's pushup, we had our knees on the floor and it was the track floor... and my knees were definately killin mi.. but since i wanted i hadn't much choice.. but to train la.. and after tat,we did a bit of pratice for rowin.. after tat was time for bath!!!! and boy, was it sooooooooooo refreshin sia~ reali love the shower but pity the guys as they waited for us longer... we gals too a long time for bath.. but got to say tat it was very refreshin... and after tat, we wen to kfc for a meal.. and guess wat?
my whole meal costed mi $11.90... i ate tat much.. shockin la..
i ordered a zinger meal, then a reg popcorn chicken and cheese fries.. shared around wif the others and stil felt kinda hungry after tat... so u should be able to imagine how hard the trainin was.. and now, my tighs still hurt.. it's been hurtin for dayz.. since mondae sia~ and todae is thursdae.. i mean how bad can it get.. i didn't cum to school on tuesdae coz it was too painful and i missed the UT(understandin test)! this is the first time, i've ever missed UT. now it's better la.. and i'm kinda happy tat i might be able to miss him tmr..
YEAH!!!
i haven't seen him for a long time.. and now i reali reali miss him.. i juz reali wished tat once in a while we got more time for each other... i'm also gonna be skippin school tmr as i've to go to sengkang and decorate the place for saturdae's high tea.. i'm goin in the afternoon so tat i can spend my evenin wif him as i've seen him for a long time..
well for SANA, we have a drama on how deepavali came about.. and hopefulli it does go well... the invitiaion for this high tea was done by mi! hahahs... juz tried my best la.. notink much ah... now havin a terrible flu.. cannot tahan sia~ i even slept for a while in clz as i was too tired... but i guess tat's it for now la..
will be back soon...

~hope to see u tmr~

well...

2007-11-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

well, todae wen for a show.. was told there wull be dance floor but there wasn;t any.. :(

haiz.. was lookin forward to the dance floor.. and now, at hm, updatin blog and watchin tv... hey.. i can multi task okie... dear said he's not feelin tat well, so i'm seriously hopin he will be well.. prayin to god tat he will recover soon.. and saw jasley todae, a secondary school claz mate of mine.. kinda miss the sec school times.. all the memories, and all the fun time i had wif my frenz and clz mate... the times where i hang out wif valli, reena and banu in canteem talkin crap and laughin non stop for notink.. the bees near the dustbin and valli's reaction for tat bees..hahhas... those memories were one of the best memories i ever had wif my frenz....

And wen for SANA dinner yesterdae.. the dinner was okie la but the food was terrible... was still hungry wen i came back... wanted to buy food but decieded not to as it was quite late... so had to go hungry thru out....

this was while waitin for the train to cum towards marina bay as we decided to bounce back so tat there will be place to sit in the train.. kanages was wearin bala's shades...this was inside the train.. we got abit bored.. hahahs.. so it was photo takin session for us.. and now it was my turn to wear bala's shades.. actualli i kinda like the shades.. decided to wear it thru out the train ride till bala got off the train..

kinda like the shades lotz causin mi to take another picture wif the shades on my head ..lolz...

this was taken while waitin for the whole dinner to start.. was kinda bored... not kinda actualli but very bored sia~
got abit sleepy too.. but didn;t haf much choice...

~lovin u lotz~

tinkin bout it...

2007-11-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

well i saw dis in a bulletin in friendster... and i was like, hey.. dis might be true to a small extent. this is actuali wat a gal wans fm her guy... so go ahead and read it...

what a gal wan from a guy?

-for haven't sake, money does not matter to us... get tat rite! jus spend time with us...

-u dun haf to get great gifts for us, juz remember and wish us for an important dae like an anniversary.

-u dun haf to bring us out everytime, juz spend wif us sum time talkin crap also does help.

-dun say u dun haf the chance to spend time wif us wen u go out wif frenz. coz u haf...

-we are not askin u to choose between us and ur frenz as we know wat they mean to u, juz know wen to spend the time wif them and us..

-wen we are down, for god sake, dun keep askin wat's botherin us, as if we wan, we would haf told u..

-wen u know we are down, juz say tat u will be here for us and if can do try to meet us even wen we say no as it does mean alot wen we see u...

-dun always tink tat we cry for everytink as we are strong too...

-if u tink u are in the mistake, juz own up and dun argue as u dun know how much hurt we are goin thru.

-never ask us if we regret bein wif u as if we regretted we would not cum so far wif u in life.

-dun ask if we are happy wif u as if we are not, we wun even be beside u...

-dun say tat u will do anytink for us wen u know tat there is at least one tink tat u wun do for us...

-dun say u will die for us as we dun wanna hear tat, juz say u wanna live wif us... we are more than happy then..

-hugs and kisses are also one of the greatest present esp wen it cums to us as a surprise.

and well i do tin it might be rite on wat we ask for.... do gif ur thoughts for dis as i wanna know.. but i'mnot sayin tat i've got a bad boyfren or anytink... fact is : i've a GREAT boyfren whom i love lotz.. he practically means the world to mi... love ya lotz hunk of my life!!!!

after a long break...

2007-11-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. sorry for not updatin... was kinda busy wif all the deepavali stuffs and other tinks in life.. wel, firstly deepavali was not bad.. i decided to go pink dis year.. i wore a pink sari at hm and i wore a pink suit wen i wen out.. pink..pink..pink.. sasa told tat i've one crazy buyin pink dis year as most of the stuff i choose was pink in colour.. *haiz* wat to do? i also dun know wat to do..lolz... and well, my dearie got mi a gift.. it was very sweet of him.. i love him lotz... this is the box in which my gift came in... lets' haf a closer look at it...hmmm... not bad.. not bad.. actualli very nice la.. wait till u see the gift!

i love u lotz too dear :D
ignore the mess on the bed.. tat's my bed by the way.. hahahs.. and dis is mi wif the gift tat the hunk of my life brought for mi.. lovin him more and more..

and next will be deepavali pics....

mi in my pink sari... well after school todae i've got practice.. not one but two practice.. i mean how did i get sooooo pack fm bein sooooo free? hahahs... one is for school the other one is for SANA... i'm totalli gonna be freak tired wen i reach hm todae.. and now in clz, i;m totalli bored to the max.. hey, it's enterprise so wat do u expect.. and the faci is also not dancin so it's freak borin... i like gonna sleep any moment la.. sumone can gif mi a entertainment system now? hahahs.. well, my lappy is doin the entertainment system by playin the songs i haf now.. aargh.... sleepy...sleepy...sleepy...sleepy...

dun know wat to say....

2007-11-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

*haiz* i dun know wat to say as my life has been havin lotz and lotz of ups and downs and i also haf my fears of a certain tinks happenin...wat can i say? and also have lotz of stuffs which will be eatin up my time... and well, i wanna join the dragonboatin as i haf the interest in tat... most prob trainin will be on saturdae mornin.. and haf got all the SANA tinks to do and also have veena productions and also haf chai chee... and wat can i say? it's gonna be a very busy time for mi... well asked hubby if i can join he said he will support mi but he didn't exactli wans mi to join as he doesn;t wan mi to get myself even more tired nowdayz.. and i'm also scared tat we would not be havin enough time for each other... but i wan to spend more time wif him and at the same time i know tat can't be done easily... as we haf got plenty to do now... i wanna be wif him now and i know i can't.... why? why? why? why? i also dun know why...

u know wat? if given a chance i wil wanna be in a island wif no one but him and spent my whole dae wif him and slackin around and cumin back hm after tat... and this is definateli sumtink which can never never never happen... how i wish i can make tat happen... i know life has its ups and downs but still... to be tested so much is not the way as it hurts too much... way to much sia~ how to overcum it all depends on mi.. i guess... how much more can i take? it hurts deep enough... wish i could do it again but doin it again will onli make him more hot tempered towards mi and i'm not ready for it again.. i reali wanna see and meet u now as i dun know wen i will be able to see u next.. no plans has been confirmed... and i dun feel like riskin it... memories to keep mi goin and thoughts to help mi out... photos to remind mi of memories and pressed rose to remind mi of tat dae... sweet memories kept close to my heart and will always be there... still in clz waitin for the others to finish clz.. started typin durin meetin 3 and still goin.. dun know wat to type and wat to say and dun know wat to tink.. every thoughts now makes mi kinda down... wish i could sleep now and forever and never gettin up.. tink bout the peaceful life wen sleepin(hopefulli there's no nightmare)..... juz wanna sleep and forget everytink i'm goin thru now... sleep like there's no tmr also... rememberin all the times together makes mi wanna be wif u even more now... i know tat cannot happen for now... wan u here beside mi but it's sumtink which is totalli impossible as it is the never to happen for now.. i know i can always meet u but i also know tat the always is not an always... sumone help mi in here now... could use sum laughter now... anyone? more and more wishes for u to be here but i guess not... even a peek could help but i dun wan a peek of u as wen i haf a peek of u, i would wanna spend more time wif u and wen tat happens, i will wanna spend my whole dae wif u... but i guess tat it would not be right if i do tat... wish, wish, wish, wish, wish, wish, wish wish, wish, wish and more wishes is all i could wish for now.... let mi live in my fairytale for now b4 cumin to the reality world and get more sufferin and hurts... let mi do it as it helps mi relieve sum of my stress... the pain outside is no bigger or more hurtful than my pain inside.... i know everyone does go thru pains in their life but at times there are times wen people know tat everyone is there but they feel as if no one is there wi them.. they cannot do anytink at tat very current moment and all they do is cry... and is it wrong to do tat? people never cry infront of their loved ones as they know tat it will also hurt their loved ones but at the same time if they cry infront of their loved ones it means tat they cant stand the pain tat they are goin thru... but why can't their loved ones understand tat? and guess i dun know wen the fcuk i will be seein u next.... once in a while, it does hurt wen i know i can't see u for daes esp wen i dun see u for daes and dun talk on the phone wif u for hrs... guess i'm faithed to be like dis... haven't got much choice do i????? i know i haven't gotten much choices.. once in a while i seriousli need sum help and sum time alone but wen i wanna get it, i can never get it as u know mi toooo well... and i always tell u everytink.. wat do i do in such situations... i dun know? i haven't gotten any idea on wat to do to? basicalli tat's why i get invlove in many tinks hopin tat i can occupy myself and dun make my fcuk self sad... even more and kinda upset now... wonderin wat will happen...i thought everytink was goin well but i was very very wrong.. wish i could go back inot the past and change a feww stuffs but i know if i do tat. i would haf never met u or i would not haf been in such a state. i'm not blamin u... i need sum time on my own as i can still feel the pain in mi.. juz let mi do wat i always do wen i feel lotz of pain inside.. pls.. i wish there wasn't anyone stoppin mi while doin tat...
tmr got to start cleanin the hse for diwali and i dun know wen i will see u next... guess 2 weeks later? like i said i wanna see u now but i know i can't... i juz feel like lyin on ur shoulder and cryin but i can't as i know u hate to see mi cry... but at te same time i cannot tahan the stuffs tat i'm goin thru now... wen i need u here, u are here but in my memories and i dun know wat to say...i missin u lotz.. i didn't ask for much, not plenty of money or gifts everytime we meet and expensive dinner and sumtink great for our daez together... but juz sum time... if i ask too much, i'm sorry... i shouldn't expect much fm u... i know ur schedule and ur busy time, and u got to help ur mom too... i tink it's better if i dun ask to meet as it will onli disappoint mi more.. i'm makin myself even more fcuk horrible now.... i reali need u here wif mi.. at least a shoulder of urs.. a phonecall now is certainli not helpin mi but askin u to meet mi is also unfair to u.... sorry....and i tink i better stop here...

~missin u more than ever and hatin myself more than ever~
*sorry if i hurt anyone by postin dis thought*

still off mood

2007-11-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

tell u guys the true.. i'ven't got any fcuk mood to blog anytink which happen as dis basicalli is a FCUK dae!!!!!!! i thought tat doin a certai tinks could haf cheered mi up but i guess i was reali very wrong and i also happen to know a few more stuffs... and now i am back to bein teary again... i reali hate myself for now...

~HATIN MYSELF!~
~LOVIN HIM!~

out of mood...

2007-10-31T22:08:00.001+08:00

heyhey... hubby is back... and he's fine... lub ya lotz pa.. and well notink much now... totalli mood out and well not in a right mind set too... juz feel like cryin... dun wanna tell him anytink and make him worried and glad tat he's asleep alreadi as i dun wanna talk wif anyone too and he easily finds out tat i'm not in mood too... and well, why is he my dearie? well juz feel like spendin a dae wif him and talkin crap but i know tat cannot happen for now.. but so wat? he's back safe and sound.. tat's all....

~NO MOOD~

fcuk him sia~

2007-10-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

i've been gettin dis phone call fm a indian fellow fm india... and i can't tahan him sia~ sayin wat i've sendin him sum fcuk msgs and he keeps callin mi back and he is so fcuk irritatin sia~ one more time he's gonna call, he's gonna get screwed up by mi terribli.. most of my vocab gonna cum out and pls if anyine sees tat, do not stop mi and sorry if it seems insultin to u but i didn't mean it to u but to him!

SANA also has many upcomin activities.. t's kinda gonna be a more hectic time now.. nevermind got to try... wif rehershals for veena also.. then might be also joinin the guys for dance in SANA.. maybe onli..

can't wait for hubby to cum tmr also... less than 24 hrs and i can see him..YEAH!YEAH!YEAH!!!!!! so happy can see him sia~ missin him lotx at dis very current moment sia~ reali wanna see u now da.. but i got to wait for hrs now... yes, i can do it... i haf to do it anyway...

~MISSING YOU LOT~

the dae after tmr..

2007-10-29T00:36:00.000+08:00

YEAH! YEAH! the dae after tmr wil be mondae as the time now is alreadi 12 plus so it's counted as mondae ppl... and guess wat? my huby wil be back on wednesdae and i can't wait to see him... and gonna be very happy sia~ wat else? ever since the dae i met him, i haf always started my dae wif him and also ended my night wif him no matter wat unless he's gone for his field trainin.. missin him lotz at dis very current moment... reali reali need him now... missin u lotz too pa.. got to gif him lotz of updation of wat's happenin......... can't wait for wednesdae to cum... most prob wil be goin to the airport wif gal(aishu) and FIL(father-in-law)... lolz... but not sure yet.... so for now, tat's the end... luv ya lotz hubby...

~MISSING YOU LO~

specially for u....

2007-10-28T00:52:00.000+08:00

heyz.... wanna say i love u and feel like seein u rite now... but i know i can't as if i wanna see u, i dun even know where to go da.. every now and then wen i see sumtink and get reminded of u, i realise tat i miss u more than ever.... love u for the size if my fist... lub u lotz dearie!!!!

~MISSING YOU L~

saturdae...

2007-10-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

todae i took the bus to chai chee and well it was a solid 1hr30mins bus trip and boy did my butt hurt lotz... and todae was also the last dae of tuition... gonna miss all the kids.. taught the kindergarden kids a dance todae and they did not bad juz tat we were lackin of the right song system to play the song.... they were due to perform for a end of year party at the end of the year and i also haf to plan the rehershals ahead and it's gonna be verystressful as i haf got other plannin to do also...*haiz* after tuition todae, the tutors wen for dinner... well, everytink was paid for.. and it was at marina south... steamboat was up for the menu.... those who wen were mi, deva,bro guna, vikneswari, vishnu, chandru and kumar along wif gary and 1 more person
(sorry dun know ur name).... it was a very fillin dinner... i had plenty of prawns... yums... hahahs.... and well, after tat mi, kumar, deva and chandru took a cab as kumar said he was gonna take a cab, we joined him... gary was also to cum but the driver said NO!. i mean isn't it unfair... government says gif birth to more kids but taxi not enough space so do wat? take more cab is it?????? s'pore is becumin very the ex la.... aiyo... like dis, imagine the future sia~ cannot make it... then we got off at pendin station while kumar continued his journey. the rest of us took the LRT .. deva got off the station b4 cck while chandru and i got off at cck.. and chandru, thanx for keepin mi company. came back hm, took shower and watched gajini... then now updatin my blog.. will be goin to bed in a while...
and how can i forget????? MY HUBBY CALLED MI JUX NOW!!!! WAS SO HAPPY!!!!! MISSIN HIM LOTZ AS TIME GOES SIA~ FEEL LIKE SEEIN U NOW PA, BUT I KNOW I CAN'T...

~MISSING YOU~

thursdae...

2007-10-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

well, notink much happened on thursdae....the usuals, wen to school and boy it was okie onli la.. not too bad or not too good la.. then after tat wen to thread... OMG!! thread in now costs $6 at bukit batok.. fm $5 to $6.. aiyo... it's becum ex sia~ i guess very soon it's gonna be very ex like $10 for threadin... can u imagine, $10 juz to thread eyebrow??????? then wen to aunt's hse.. she was bakin cookies... the cookie was nice... not bad ah... i tink i like the cookie lotz ah.. as it had chocolate chip!!!!!!then wen back hm early as needed to pass the chicken briyani to sis to eat... and then wen to shower, did RJ and fall asleep in the sofa again.. *haiz*

~MISSING YO~

wednesdae....

2007-10-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

as for todae, i didn't go to school as i still haven't recover flli.. still had my on off head ache and fever but giddiness decided to gif the headache and fever company... it was a horrible mornin... and then wen to see uncle... then back home and updatin blog.. not sure if will be goin to school tmr but haf to go as got UT and still not feelin so well as haven't recover fulli... hate my boby for now sia~ WTH!!!! who knows maybe i miss him too much tat i'm not feelin well and guess wat???? exactli a week to see my dearie!!!! YEAH!!! finalli can get to see him.. miss u lotz la pa.. MUACKZ dearie!!!

~MISSING Y~

tuesdae...

2007-10-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

well, wen to school for my UT and came back home after tat as i wasnt feelin well.. had on off headache and fever so mum got mi to cum back home... then on the way back met mother and wen to get porridge... came back home, ate the porridge and took the tablet... then wen to bed which was round 11 plus... wen my dearie called at 1 plus... after tat i was wide awake but fall asleep every now and then as i was lyin on my the bed... then at night, didn't eat anytink... evenin wen to aunt's hse for tuition and came back... took 2 more tablets and wen to bed...

~MISSING~

not feelin well...

2007-10-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

well, didn't go for rehershal todae as i wasn't feelin well... came back hm, took my lunch cum dinner and fall asleep. which was round 6 plus onli woke up at 10 plus... then did my RJ and chatted wif khamz, aishu gal and no one else..lolz.. and as usual miss dearie lotz, hope he is doin fine out in the dun which forest or anytink.. *haiz* and then... notink much ah... this is a typical borin dae as it's mondae...

~MISSIN~

BBQ...

2007-10-22T10:00:00.000+08:00

well, yesterdae wen for a bbq at sembawang beach... it was a informal meetin for SANA. and we haf got lotz of activities cumin.. we were due to be at sembawang station at 11 but we were late and the guys callled and informed tat they will be late and they were late.. wen we reached there, we first waited for the guys and kanages and mi played wif the swing and it was very fun la.. kinda miss playin wif the swing... sweet memories... and well as the guys came, the meetin started.. and after the meetin we had the bbq.. and there are certainly lotz of activity cumin for the followin month... *haiz*

lotz of tinks to get done.. and well, my HUBBY CALLED MI YESTERDAE!!!!! was very happy!!!miss him lotz sia~ can't wait for him to be back... missin u lotz pa..

then wen for prayers wif sitti and family was very late as it was after the bbq, and well, everyone finished eatin and stuff, so i followed sitti and family to another prayers in her sister's hse... so by the time i reached home, it was 11 plus...

and well, the next stuffs to be posted would be the pics fm hari raya...

mi and priya b4 goin to sha's hse in the NTUC.

mi alone in the NTUC...

a full reflection of mi in sha's hse... i was wearin sari....mi and liyana...we are the blue babes...

the sun was too bright i guess....mi and yoges... we are the indian blue babes.... pretty ah? hahahs..kiddin la..

the final pic...

~MISSI~

hari raya visit..

2007-10-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

todae i wen to liyana's and natasha's hse for hari raya's visits( thanx for invitin u guys!!)... well first we wen to liyana's hse and we had sum kind of mee( sorry not sure of the name).. then we wen to sha's hse... well, the we would be mi, yoges and priya.. and we saw joanna and hema at liyana's hse.. i was wearin sari todae.. then pics for tat would be up soon... but i'm able to post up 2 of it todae ah.. as i took it from my phone, the rest from sha's phone and sha, i love ur phone quailty as much as ur nashitah!!! hahahs... and well, back to the story.. after tat we wen to sha's hse.. but how can i forget the most important part? wearin so nicely we wen to shop for chicken. and then we wen gardian and thwn we finallly reached sha's hse. and we had spaeggati(sorry for the wrong speelin ppl) there.. and after a while we left the hse and wen back hm...

this was taken at the bus stp near my hse where we were waitin for the bus...

and this was taken in sha's room...

and ya, dearie misin u lotz pa.. how i wish u were here...

~MISS~

dun know wat to do....

2007-10-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

well, currently sittin on top of my bed.. tinkin wat can i do.. most prob sleep in a while... and well, due to the fact tat i wun be gettin any nite callz, i kinda missin sumtink get fm my life!!!! well, who else but my dearie?
and well, tmr will be goin for hari raya visitin...
and juz now were up wif my fishin sisters... hahahs...
kinda miss the times wif them too...
and waitin for my hubby to be back too... missin u lotz pa..

~MIS~

my kisses are....

2007-10-18T13:37:00.000+08:00

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

~MI~

flyin off...

2007-10-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

well, i did dis wen i was in my aunt's hse wen my cuz and mi were playin carrom... then i used the seeds and formed dis up... forever DNV.. hahahs

well, yesterdae was the dae wen he flew off to australia for his trainin... and well, i wen to send him off at the airport. i wen to school first then wen down to the airport. i was in school for UT, then net him and his father at sembawang station and made our to the airport. then wen we reached there, we saw his sergant, then his dad was talkin wif his sergant he was wif mi.. reachin there he wen off to settle sum stuffs, while i and his father chatted for a while.. his father does talk much unlike wat he said, that his father was quiet. then nesh came back, so we wen to haf our last lunch together b4 he flew of. we wate at macdonald. we both ate macspicy burger. then it was time to check in.. b4 tat we waited for aishu to cum.. and well, we were both wearin the same kinda stripy tops..lolz.. and well, wen it was time for him to check in.. he gaf a final hug for all.. and he wen... and sumit bro, and jacky were teasin mi... *haiz*

sayin tat they will take care of nesh for mi.. thanx lotz bros.. and the pic was taken b4 he wen to check in.. well, at first i didn't miss him much as i felt as if he was still near mi... but i was feelin kinda empty... and juz now, he called wen i was in clz.. *YEAH*

and well wen i heard his voice, i realised tat i missed him more than i thought i haf been missin him... and well, yup, i did cry.. i missed him too much, so wat do u expect? it was harder than i expected sia~ love u lotz hubby... MUACKZ!!!!

~M~

tmr, yesterdae, and the dae b4 b4 yesterdae...

2007-10-15T13:09:00.000+08:00

well, tmr would be the dae he's gonna fly off.. i'll be cumin to school, however after UT i will leave ah.. got to go and send him off... and i will also not be cumin to school wen he lands as i wanna fetch him on tat dae.. and well, vasantham star yesterdae...

the winner was ebi!!! well, the result was okie la.. however, i was still happy as i supported edi and DINESH!!! ebi was able to bring on the crowd like shabir... and i supported dinesh not bcoz he has the same name as my hubby but bcoz he is a good singer.. the song he sang, reali brought the hse down... however the VS was not as good as the previous ones like the dance and stuffs..

well, saw my hubby on fidae.. and he got mi a chain and a small soft toy.. and i was reali very very surprised!!! it was VERY SWEET OF HIM la!!!! thanx lotz hubby.. i know u dun like wen i say thanx but still.... thanx lotz darlin!!!! love u lotz pa.. MUACKZ!!!!!!!
and gonna miss u lotz wen u fly off... lub lub lub u!!!! at least look at the bright side, it onli 2 weeks... i will try to tahan ah.. u know rite... ARGH!!! gonna miss u more than i tink i will miss u pa..

and well, yupz, i guess tat's it for now ah.. will be back maybe later, tmr, the dae after tmr, the dae after after tmr.. or maybe never!!! lolx...

missin u!!!

2007-10-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

*haiz*
juz cum to realise tat he will be flyin off on tuesdae... gonna miss u lotz hunk of my life... for the first time u are gonna go overseas sia~
dun know how i'm gonna survive pa... guess i haven't got much choice...
i gonna miss u more than i tink tat, i'm gonna miss u...
i will cum down wen u touch down on singapore as i wanna see u then dear...
it's gonna be 2 to 3 weeks wen u will be overseas.... i will miss u lotz!!!!

W15D BBQ

2007-10-10T10:26:00.000+08:00

well, my dearest clz W15D had a bbq on the 24/08/07.. and finally i got most of the pics of tat fun dae..it was actuallly a tirin trip for those who wen to buy the things as we also had to chip in sum money of our own.. and the worse part was wen we forgot to bring the wire mesh!!!!!

tat's the wire mesh tat jack's holdin..

so we got nashituh's dad to help us wif it.. thanz nashitah's father :D

this is a pic of mi, khamz and nashitah.. love u guys babes :D

pic along wif christine...

nashitah's killin mi and i'm promotin my world peace sign O_0

a pic of our food and the beach waves... i kinda like the waves pic... shot very nicely..hehehs..

the guys in W15D...i dun wan the food!!! but khamz is forcin mi.ARGH!!!!posin for the food ad...hahahs

posin for the future ad for a drink.... well done!!! :D

i'm always posin for sumtink to eat..*haiz*hotdog, chicken and much more... wow... i'm gettin more and more hungry...
tat's all for now
~smiles~

can't tink of 1...

2007-10-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

well, currently not in such a great mood.
*haiz*
i will admit the fact tat i cannot stand a dae without ur msgin or anytink..
well, todae's school was not bad.. wen for the first practice of veena productions.
then, it wen okie la.. i tink it was kinda bad..kinda forgot my dances.. hmmm...
currently hopin tat the hunk of my life will call mi now, i juz feel like talkin wif him NOW!!!
lookin at my phone every min, hopin tat there will be at least a msg or sumtink but i guess it will never cum in for now..maybe later or......
tat's all now..
~mood off~

missin him...

2007-10-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm... well, juz 11 dayz more for my hubby to fly off for trainin for NS in australia..
will, be missin him lotz.. he will be gone for 2 to 3 weeks as long as he is back safe and sound will do for mi.. well, currently he is in camp now and i'm in school.. kinda missin him ah... i wun lie bout tat...
*haiz*
the memory still make mi smile to myself as it was a very quite memory tat i have bout him.. the way we met, and the dae we wen on, the dae wen he first first gave mi a rose in a dance floor!!! and the times we spend together.. and all the time, he was there for mi wen i needed him though he was tired... and the time wen he came down to support mi for my dragonboatin event, though he didn;t get to see mi row, it's the thoughts tat counts! hmm...love u lotz dearie..
missin u lotz too..
hope to see u soon dear :D

More bout mi...

2007-10-03T09:46:00.000+08:00

1. Name one person who always text you.
---mr dinesh, the private property of mine.. =)

2. Do you think some people are bornstupid?
---no one..everyone's born smart it's up to them ah..

3. Name one negative thing about you?
---i once in a while interpret tinks wrongly.

4. Status?
---attached and very happy bout tat :D

5. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
---eatin my waffle which has a combo of cheese and ham and chocoalte in it..

6. Sport you wanted to learn?
---skating

7. Ever tried gymnastics?
---nopez..

8. What was the last thing you bought?
---waffle and ice milo

9. Do you talk a lot?
---okie la..

10.Do you believe that love is blind?
---once in a while....

11. Where is your brother?
---i haven't gotten any bros... if haf, his frenz are my bros, they are at camp..

12.H ow was your day yesterday?
---okie la.. not too bad...

13. What is the last ice cream flavor you had?
---hot fugde sundae...

15.People describe you as....
---cute :p

16.contented in life?
---yupz esp now :D

17.What was the last thing you bought?
---look at qns 8...

18.Are you happy with the love of yourlife?
---DEFINATELY!!!! i found my mr rite!!!!!!!!!!!

19.do u skip meals?
---yupz and i do get scolding for tat fm him :S

20.Do you consider yourself smart?
---average, if i was smart, i dun tink i would be here...

21.Wh at color is your gate?
---silver

22.Reasons for living?
---last time, notink but now, for him...

23.Are you typically a jolly person?
---not sure...

24.Name one enemy of yours:
---i dun wish to name ppl...

25.Name one close girl friend:
---hard to say la, too many....

26.Who 's the first person in yourphonebook?
---Aishu

27.What did the last text message your eceived say?
---kk.

28.Do you go to gym?
---nopez..i hate trainin in gyms...

29.Song playing at the moment:
---bouncy, bouncy smack smack

30.How do you cope with stress?
---by reaminin quiet...

31. Ever broken someone's heart?
---sad to say but yup...

32. What makes you happy?
---spending time together wif my loved ones..

33. What is the last thing you said aloud?
---does what i say to the baby also count?

34. How much is your tuition fee?
---$70

35. Is someone bitter to you?
---yupz...

a fren whom i've missed...

2007-10-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

hey gal,
dis is for u babe..
well. firstly im sorry for hurtin u, i know tat i'm at fault, i wouldn't say i'm not but i tink tat u are also at mistake. everytime u called or msged and even i'm on the phone, u always said continue and didn't bother. U were not even there wen i needed u badly. wen i seriously needed someone to clear my mind and share my thoughts... u basiclly misunderstood mi..i will say tat.. even my other frenz could see my point of view but u didn't.. why???
till todae, i always wondered why it turned out dis way.. the onli tink tat i miss in my life badly would be u, if u were here everytink would be even more better... there were dayz wen i wanted to talk wif u but the replies i got fm u were such tat i couldn't even talk wif u and left mi even more worse then ever... u were not bothered about the way tat i felt... it looked more as if wen new frenz came into ur life, u were more into them rather than even botherin bout us.. there was once wen u said, tat one of ur fren told u everytink tat happen in her life like in the sense of if a guy made fren wif her or sumtink... or watever she and her guy did.... but u dun expect mi to tell u everytink i and my guy do together... as it is between mi and him.. he was there wen i needed him and everytink but after he came, u disappeared as if i dun need u in my life anymore... i was totally devasted due to tat... but i wanna tell u dis, u were one of my best/great/close/sister and fren tat i had..it is bad enough tat we had to haf dis misunderstandin but maybe it was for good tat we haf dis misunderstandin as it might brin us closer or maybe it wil help us to understand each other better. tat's how i'm gonna take it... anyway take care babe.. missin u lotz........

triple bored...

2007-10-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

hey pplz..

back again...

juz came back fm break...was talkin wif miss khamz bout everytink tat we missed out in the dayz wen she didn't turn out for school.. she was sick ppl.. Anyway take care khamz... and we were talkin la..stories, and everytink...and well, got bored in claz juz now and was editin pic again..

yes ppl, again...

well, i edited dis pic for nisha.. the other indian gal in my clz.. hope it's nice ah.. and well, i shall be back to update later ah...

extremely bored..haiz

2007-10-02T09:21:00.000+08:00

well, i;m totally bored in clz now.. *haiz*
the faci is borin mi out!!!she's also dancin in the clz.. how bout tat?have u seen any faci dancin in the clz????

aiyo...

got to say, we are "llucky" to haf her as our faci sia~

well, i edited dis pic yesterdae durin break 2...

my sis said it was simple yet nice...

nashitah said it was nice.. and i also kinda like the way i edited dis pic...

and also the desktop pic i'm havin for my lappy now..

bored...

2007-09-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

*haiz*

currently i'm very bored... i've also done the hse work given to mi..left is too hang th clothes..

well, also waitin for my dearie to call.. tinkin bout everytink which has happen in my life.. the good stuffs and the bad ones, but got to say tat my dearie and my sis along wif my mother... they were there for mi unlike someone whom i know who couldn't be bothered to wat happens...

have to say tat the person has always been like tat.. to mi and else one.. but well, the person eventually has better frenz who could care for her all they wan..

and well, i and my sis took a pic in the lift wen we wen out, she wen to meet her guy and was due for a job interview..

then i and my dearie took some pics wen we met up yesterdae. realli missed hm lotz sia~

and i also know tat we look as if we juz woke up.. both of us also sleepy ah.. he met mi after his duty...

well, my dearie aka my private property and the one who owns mi knows very well how to pamper mi.. i love his kisses.. well, i enjoyed yesterdae lotz.. thanx to him.. he knows how to make mi smile even wen i'm down.. he is one who knows mi well other than my family members and my frenz.. and tat's why he's my dearie.. love u lotz hunk of my life!!!! MUACKZ!!!

FINALLY!!

2007-09-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

well, todae i decieded to meet my lover boy at bukit batok...we met at 12pm and we wen to eat first.. finally i got to meet him ah.. i last met him on 17 sept and todae is 29 sept. so like 10 or 11 dayz tat we didin't get to see other :'(
and he's also flyin off soon to walabi.. *haiz*
i'm gonna MISS him lotz.. will mis u lotz dear!!!! juz wish tat u wil be back safely.. and thanx for the great time we had todae dearie.. love u lotz :D

missin him lotz....

2007-08-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

he must have missed mi lotz as wen i wanna take a pic, he is not posin for the pic but he is lookin at mi...

after a long time i finally met up wif my guy, nesh... well, we are the private property of each other tat khamz decided to help us build up a place name elmo ville for both of us to live in..
i was soooooo glad to see him todae after such a freak loooooong time....
the last time i ever saw him was a week ago... tat was like on 18/08 and todae is 27/08..
so i reali missed him lotz...
and boy.. i did miss him lotz ah.. dun know how i wil survive wen 15 oct cums wen he has to go of for trainin.. hmm..i got to stay strong.. and i can do it...

2007-08-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

well, the first pic was the edited by mich, the seond pic was edited by me :D
there was a clz party todae by laura my communication faci.. well, todae was not bad ah.. wen we wen to clz, the first meetin was finished early so we had a longer break and there was NO meetin two allowin us to go to causeway.. so khamz, nashitu, val and mich and mi, we wen to causeway for breakfast, mac.. then after eatin we wen and ordered food f0r the rest of clzmates.. then we wen to KFC and brought jason's meal.. then i wen to do my third piercin.. hahahs
then on the way to school it was rainin and we took a bus... then we did a game and waited for laura rto cum.. then we had the party.. the chocolate cake was great!
it was very very nice. hahahs... i'm a chocolate lover so wat do u expect? hahahs
then after tat came back hm and wen to bed but was woken up by my guy, then by khamz.. and finally i couldn't fall asleep.. *haiz*
but its okie.. i can still sleep later..
till then,
sayonara :D

firework

2007-08-19T16:16:00.000+08:00

well, i wen for the fireworks yesterdae..
and khamz was supposed to cum.. however my planz wif her got cancel...
*sobz*
however.. shalini, kumar and chandru came to watch the firworks..
these guys are the ones who are either the in charge for sunlove care or also helpin put there...
so first we wen for dinner near the marina walk or sumwhere...
we were talkin our dinner for a very long time...talkin craps and stuffs..
it has also been a lng time since i even wen out together wif those fellows..
reali enjoyed myself..thanx lotz guys for cumin wif mi...
and khamz u are soooo dead for cancelin the planz wif mi...
and pa...wish u were there wif mi da...missin u lotz too...
so till my next post...
sayonara pplz :D

2007-08-15T23:29:00.001+08:00

well, in the pic well be valz, mi, khamz cheryl and nashituh..
hey pepz..
sorry for not updatin..
well now, my life lotz more better :D
and sem 1 clz is also gonna end
*sobs*
i'm gona miss u guys lotz sia~

2007-05-31T13:41:00.000+08:00

well..dis is mi..i did dis edited pic by myself and i actually saved it as the moon gal for fun.

hey ppl..

2007-05-31T13:30:00.000+08:00

hey guys or gals who are readin dis. well dis is the first time i am doin a blog. so do tag mi or leave a msg if u guys wan..