Moon gal's Earth Transit

Friday, November 30, 2007 - poems by sekar.. :

Well, still not feelin well for almost a week plus.. so it's freakin sucky sia~ but wat to do.. have to stay wif it.. tmr goin malacca also.. 6.30 woodlands checkpoint.. got to be there.. haven't find the white card also.. how la? got to ask around now.. *haiz* and will have to pack all my stuffs todae also.. haven't pack now.. plannin to meet banu and kanages also.. haven't confirm tat plans also.. and guys, yesterdae was fun.. haven't gone out like tat for long sia~ miss all the times we spend together.. as the fishin sisters..lolz..

and well, also would like to post up sum poems tat a fren of mine wrotedurin his past times.. his name is sekar.. and well the poems are nice..

The first one will be:

[[Missing You]]

Over the mountains and the seas
Always feeling your ever sweet breeze,
I yearn to see you one more time,
Not caring if loving you was a crime,
I wrote our names in the sand,
So that it will stand as a testament to our love and
Never end,
Will the time come for us to unite,
For I think of your ever loving gaze every single night.

The second one will be:

[[Thinking of you]]

Life has its ups and downs,
But It has its bright side to,
So there is no need for frowns,
For with me around,
You will never be down,
Life has its little letdowns,
But I’m always thinking of you.

the third one will be:

[[that is love]]

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
It is what I feel for you,
Each and everyday,
Love is like a sweet smile,
Love is like a romantic song,
Love is a great emotion
And it will keep us going strong

and well i like the last one the best bout love.. true enough love is a great feelin...SEKAR!!!!!
thanx for sendin the poems.. and i've posted it up..

~pa, missin u lotz dinesh!!!! love u lotz too~

sagi_gal blogged at 11:17 AM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007 - feelin bad... :

i'm totallui drained out without even doing any exercise.,. wanna know how? i'm not feelin well and i'm currentli feel like pukin and my body is achin abit.. not sure if whether if tmr will be able to make it to school.. and tink bout it.. need to get well by the fridae so tat i will be in a good condition to get to malacca on the saturdae.. onli cumin back on the sundae.. not sure if i will be able to call my hubby.. gonna miss him sia~

i wan him to be my side now.. i feel like snuggling up to him now as i dun feel so good and i'm kinda missing him.. dun know why sia~
and for the trip to malacca we will not be able to bring any song device, how bout tat?
i;m gonna go crazy coz of tat.. aiyo... i will die out of boredom on tat dae la.. but i guess most prob i will also be sleepin in the bus as i will be sleepy.. will have to be at the woodlands checl point by 6.30.. gonna be very bored la..
and i;m totalli not sure of wat to update in my blog now.. so i'm leavin at dis..

~wishin to snuggle up to u now pa~

sagi_gal blogged at 8:10 PM

Monday, November 26, 2007 - over the weekend... :

well startin fm fridae, on firdae school as usual, then left durin break 2 as i had to go to SANA office which was located in sengkang. had to go and decorate the place up for saturdae's high tea.. and on thursdae, i and kanages wen over to tekka and brought the items for the decoration.. so on firdae everytink was wif mi.. wen to sembawang to meet bro vinod, ganesh and sekar. waited for them for around half an hr.. after tat wen to yishun to take bus 965 which goes straight to sengkang station... we wen to the place and there was sum badge stuff which was goin on in the room tat we had to use... so wwe had to wait.. while then ganesh was carryin the decoration stuffs and he also carried my lappy for a while.. then after the badge stuff was over, we wen over to the room and started to get the tinks done.. it was actualli fun workin wif the guys... and sekar, thanx for the drink... we hang up tinks at the front door and sumtink on the whiteboard. and then got ganesh to see his lenght of the garland so tat the rest can be used for decoration. there was still a lot more after gettin his part of the garland. after tat the guys hang up the rest of the garlands... banu and sharan came after awhile.. and we got the kolam done.. and i had to leave as i was meetin hubby. didn;t see him for 12 daes.. then wen to take the bus fm the interchange but was still waitin for the bus wen the rest finished everytink.. after a while the bus came.. reached woodlands and got the train to cck. and hubby said tat he was would be late.. so wen to the library and was doin sum stuffs wen hubby msged mi to meet him in 10 mins time.. so off my lappy and and packed my stuffs and wen down to meet him... wen for dinner and slacked for a while... after tat he had to rush off, as he had to get food for jacky and the rest... after tat, at night he called mi and jacky was sayin thanx for the food wen i realised tat i and hubby forgot to take the fork and chilli sauce for jacky and the rest.. and they were also havin a hard time eatin without those stuffs. . . then after awhile hubby msged mi to call him, then i called and we talked...

then came saturdae, woke up early as had to meet everyone at sembawang at 11 but everyone was late.. banu and i met at 10.55 but we had to uturn wen we reached kranji as banu took her mother's key.. and though tat happen we were still early.. as wen we reached sembawang, the onli one there was sekar... we waited for a while and vimal came.. after a while, bro vinod came... then we waited and started callin everyone then bala turned up after a while too.. all said there will be cumin and we were practicalli waitin for 2 hrs as banu and i were charged $2 for overstay at the station.. was totalli pissed off.. then we wen to yishun first and then satish joined us there.. we waited for the bus and it came after a while.. we wen to the place and we were rushin for time... sathya, siva, ganesh and rogini met us there... then i was practicalli runnin everywhere as we had sum tinks which was needed to be done.. like the sword for the drama.. the sword was done usin a weak board tat it was swayin anyhow sia~ then luckli was able to make it bend... then was doin eyeliner and pottu for ganesh who was to be the krishna. then bein the villager, i had to go and tie sari.. it was hardwork sia~ but manange to tie it quickli as i've tired the sari b4.. then the show started, kanages banu and i were like rushin.. the drama was cute sia~

the charcters as below:
-krishnan--ganesh
-demon--sekar
-villagers--banu,kanages,rogini and siva
-general fo demon--bala
-priest--vimal
-narrator--veeni

so in it, the demon did not have enough space to move round the krishnan,
kanages was to follow banu but she followed rogini,
banu was suppose to have a sad face wen bala hit her but she was smilin,
after bein dead the demon shakes his leg and worse of all
i was talkin broken english sia~ how bad can tat be????
then after the drama, the lucky draw was done followed by the first dance then the high tea.. but wasted as i, banu and kanages were able to see the dance as we were touchin up ourselves.. we came durin the break, then the songs were playin and i and kanages were dancin.. wen a few guys saw and we were like oh shit... then after tat the guys dance, then banu also danced to get her phone back as she left it in the toilet.. then there was the second lucky draw and finalli there was a dance floor... but after a while bro vinod stop the dance floor as onli the youth grp were dancin.. then there was short meetin and then we had to pack up and leave the place.. then after tat we were like freakin tired.. we walked to the station, the we are mi, kanages, sharan and sekar and sri ganesh. then kanages left to take the train while the rest took the bus.. i wanted to sleep in the bus but banu stopped mi.. we were watchin sri ganesh and sekar sleepin in the bus.. then we got off at woodlands, then took a train to the CCK... then wen back hm.. waited for hubby to msg mi so tat i can call mi..

then came sundae, onli woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon.. was too tired... then woke up, showered and mopped the hse.. after tat was watchin tv and then took shower then prayed and watched tv for a while and then wen to get ready to meet hubby.. YEAH!!! i was wearin a balck short skirt wif a tiger shirt.. wearin dis tiger shirt many ppl name mi the tiger gal.. who knows? maybe i'm to be a tiger gal..kiddin ah hubby.. i wun be a tiger gal... then wen to meet hubby.. we slacked for a while then he had to go and take the bus as he had to book in.. but at least i saw him... love him lotz!!!!! i guess tat's it for now ah...

~alreadi missin him, wanna be wif u pa~

sagi_gal blogged at 9:40 AM

Thursday, November 22, 2007 - leg pain!! :

heyhey..sorry for not updatin.. well, lots of tinks have happen but not tat much ah.. well since sundae.. sundae was dragonboatin practice for mi.. and onli 6 ppl turn up.. 10 were due t be there but onli 6 were there... so if we were gonna row,the rental of the boat would be too expensive for us to chip in the cash for.. so we ask the coach for a push forward for rowin.. after much aski, he said okie.. so we thought we could go for breakfast but we were brought to national stadium... and i was like wat the hell are we goin there for.. and it's it obvious.. we were there for trainin.. so we had no choice but to do the trainin... and it was freak tirin la.. we had to do 4 laps of pushup and sum other stuffs.. we did a total of 160 pushups.. but simce we cheated (we were tired okie!) we did lesser than tat.. and since it was gal's pushup, we had our knees on the floor and it was the track floor... and my knees were definately killin mi.. but since i wanted i hadn't much choice.. but to train la.. and after tat,we did a bit of pratice for rowin.. after tat was time for bath!!!! and boy, was it sooooooooooo refreshin sia~ reali love the shower but pity the guys as they waited for us longer... we gals too a long time for bath.. but got to say tat it was very refreshin... and after tat, we wen to kfc for a meal.. and guess wat?
my whole meal costed mi $11.90... i ate tat much.. shockin la..
i ordered a zinger meal, then a reg popcorn chicken and cheese fries.. shared around wif the others and stil felt kinda hungry after tat... so u should be able to imagine how hard the trainin was.. and now, my tighs still hurt.. it's been hurtin for dayz.. since mondae sia~ and todae is thursdae.. i mean how bad can it get.. i didn't cum to school on tuesdae coz it was too painful and i missed the UT(understandin test)! this is the first time, i've ever missed UT. now it's better la.. and i'm kinda happy tat i might be able to miss him tmr..
YEAH!!!
i haven't seen him for a long time.. and now i reali reali miss him.. i juz reali wished tat once in a while we got more time for each other... i'm also gonna be skippin school tmr as i've to go to sengkang and decorate the place for saturdae's high tea.. i'm goin in the afternoon so tat i can spend my evenin wif him as i've seen him for a long time..
well for SANA, we have a drama on how deepavali came about.. and hopefulli it does go well... the invitiaion for this high tea was done by mi! hahahs... juz tried my best la.. notink much ah... now havin a terrible flu.. cannot tahan sia~ i even slept for a while in clz as i was too tired... but i guess tat's it for now la..
will be back soon...

~hope to see u tmr~

sagi_gal blogged at 3:03 PM

Sunday, November 18, 2007 - well... :

well, todae wen for a show.. was told there wull be dance floor but there wasn;t any.. :(

haiz.. was lookin forward to the dance floor.. and now, at hm, updatin blog and watchin tv... hey.. i can multi task okie... dear said he's not feelin tat well, so i'm seriously hopin he will be well.. prayin to god tat he will recover soon.. and saw jasley todae, a secondary school claz mate of mine.. kinda miss the sec school times.. all the memories, and all the fun time i had wif my frenz and clz mate... the times where i hang out wif valli, reena and banu in canteem talkin crap and laughin non stop for notink.. the bees near the dustbin and valli's reaction for tat bees..hahhas... those memories were one of the best memories i ever had wif my frenz....

And wen for SANA dinner yesterdae.. the dinner was okie la but the food was terrible... was still hungry wen i came back... wanted to buy food but decieded not to as it was quite late... so had to go hungry thru out....

this was while waitin for the train to cum towards marina bay as we decided to bounce back so tat there will be place to sit in the train.. kanages was wearin bala's shades...

this was inside the train.. we got abit bored.. hahahs.. so it was photo takin session for us.. and now it was my turn to wear bala's shades.. actualli i kinda like the shades.. decided to wear it thru out the train ride till bala got off the train..

kinda like the shades lotz causin mi to take another picture wif the shades on my head ..lolz...

this was taken while waitin for the whole dinner to start.. was kinda bored... not kinda actualli but very bored sia~
got abit sleepy too.. but didn;t haf much choice...

~lovin u lotz~

sagi_gal blogged at 12:08 AM

Thursday, November 15, 2007 - tinkin bout it... :

well i saw dis in a bulletin in friendster... and i was like, hey.. dis might be true to a small extent. this is actuali wat a gal wans fm her guy... so go ahead and read it...

what a gal wan from a guy?

-for haven't sake, money does not matter to us... get tat rite! jus spend time with us...

-u dun haf to get great gifts for us, juz remember and wish us for an important dae like an anniversary.

-u dun haf to bring us out everytime, juz spend wif us sum time talkin crap also does help.

-dun say u dun haf the chance to spend time wif us wen u go out wif frenz. coz u haf...

-we are not askin u to choose between us and ur frenz as we know wat they mean to u, juz know wen to spend the time wif them and us..

-wen we are down, for god sake, dun keep askin wat's botherin us, as if we wan, we would haf told u..

-wen u know we are down, juz say tat u will be here for us and if can do try to meet us even wen we say no as it does mean alot wen we see u...

-dun always tink tat we cry for everytink as we are strong too...

-if u tink u are in the mistake, juz own up and dun argue as u dun know how much hurt we are goin thru.

-never ask us if we regret bein wif u as if we regretted we would not cum so far wif u in life.

-dun ask if we are happy wif u as if we are not, we wun even be beside u...

-dun say tat u will do anytink for us wen u know tat there is at least one tink tat u wun do for us...

-dun say u will die for us as we dun wanna hear tat, juz say u wanna live wif us... we are more than happy then..

-hugs and kisses are also one of the greatest present esp wen it cums to us as a surprise.

and well i do tin it might be rite on wat we ask for.... do gif ur thoughts for dis as i wanna know.. but i'mnot sayin tat i've got a bad boyfren or anytink... fact is : i've a GREAT boyfren whom i love lotz.. he practically means the world to mi... love ya lotz hunk of my life!!!!

sagi_gal blogged at 9:54 PM

Monday, November 12, 2007 - after a long break... :

heyhey.. sorry for not updatin... was kinda busy wif all the deepavali stuffs and other tinks in life.. wel, firstly deepavali was not bad.. i decided to go pink dis year.. i wore a pink sari at hm and i wore a pink suit wen i wen out.. pink..pink..pink.. sasa told tat i've one crazy buyin pink dis year as most of the stuff i choose was pink in colour.. *haiz* wat to do? i also dun know wat to do..lolz... and well, my dearie got mi a gift.. it was very sweet of him.. i love him lotz...

this is the box in which my gift came in... lets' haf a closer look at it...

hmmm... not bad.. not bad.. actualli very nice la.. wait till u see the gift!

i love u lotz too dear :D

ignore the mess on the bed.. tat's my bed by the way.. hahahs.. and dis is mi wif the gift tat the hunk of my life brought for mi.. lovin him more and more..

and next will be deepavali pics....

mi in my pink sari... well after school todae i've got practice.. not one but two practice.. i mean how did i get sooooo pack fm bein sooooo free? hahahs... one is for school the other one is for SANA... i'm totalli gonna be freak tired wen i reach hm todae.. and now in clz, i;m totalli bored to the max.. hey, it's enterprise so wat do u expect.. and the faci is also not dancin so it's freak borin... i like gonna sleep any moment la.. sumone can gif mi a entertainment system now? hahahs.. well, my lappy is doin the entertainment system by playin the songs i haf now.. aargh.... sleepy...sleepy...sleepy...sleepy...

sagi_gal blogged at 10:02 PM

Friday, November 2, 2007 - dun know wat to say.... :

*haiz* i dun know wat to say as my life has been havin lotz and lotz of ups and downs and i also haf my fears of a certain tinks happenin...wat can i say? and also have lotz of stuffs which will be eatin up my time... and well, i wanna join the dragonboatin as i haf the interest in tat... most prob trainin will be on saturdae mornin.. and haf got all the SANA tinks to do and also have veena productions and also haf chai chee... and wat can i say? it's gonna be a very busy time for mi... well asked hubby if i can join he said he will support mi but he didn't exactli wans mi to join as he doesn;t wan mi to get myself even more tired nowdayz.. and i'm also scared tat we would not be havin enough time for each other... but i wan to spend more time wif him and at the same time i know tat can't be done easily... as we haf got plenty to do now... i wanna be wif him now and i know i can't.... why? why? why? why? i also dun know why...

u know wat? if given a chance i wil wanna be in a island wif no one but him and spent my whole dae wif him and slackin around and cumin back hm after tat... and this is definateli sumtink which can never never never happen... how i wish i can make tat happen... i know life has its ups and downs but still... to be tested so much is not the way as it hurts too much... way to much sia~ how to overcum it all depends on mi.. i guess... how much more can i take? it hurts deep enough... wish i could do it again but doin it again will onli make him more hot tempered towards mi and i'm not ready for it again.. i reali wanna see and meet u now as i dun know wen i will be able to see u next.. no plans has been confirmed... and i dun feel like riskin it... memories to keep mi goin and thoughts to help mi out... photos to remind mi of memories and pressed rose to remind mi of tat dae... sweet memories kept close to my heart and will always be there... still in clz waitin for the others to finish clz.. started typin durin meetin 3 and still goin.. dun know wat to type and wat to say and dun know wat to tink.. every thoughts now makes mi kinda down... wish i could sleep now and forever and never gettin up.. tink bout the peaceful life wen sleepin(hopefulli there's no nightmare)..... juz wanna sleep and forget everytink i'm goin thru now... sleep like there's no tmr also... rememberin all the times together makes mi wanna be wif u even more now... i know tat cannot happen for now... wan u here beside mi but it's sumtink which is totalli impossible as it is the never to happen for now.. i know i can always meet u but i also know tat the always is not an always... sumone help mi in here now... could use sum laughter now... anyone? more and more wishes for u to be here but i guess not... even a peek could help but i dun wan a peek of u as wen i haf a peek of u, i would wanna spend more time wif u and wen tat happens, i will wanna spend my whole dae wif u... but i guess tat it would not be right if i do tat... wish, wish, wish, wish, wish, wish, wish wish, wish, wish and more wishes is all i could wish for now.... let mi live in my fairytale for now b4 cumin to the reality world and get more sufferin and hurts... let mi do it as it helps mi relieve sum of my stress... the pain outside is no bigger or more hurtful than my pain inside.... i know everyone does go thru pains in their life but at times there are times wen people know tat everyone is there but they feel as if no one is there wi them.. they cannot do anytink at tat very current moment and all they do is cry... and is it wrong to do tat? people never cry infront of their loved ones as they know tat it will also hurt their loved ones but at the same time if they cry infront of their loved ones it means tat they cant stand the pain tat they are goin thru... but why can't their loved ones understand tat? and guess i dun know wen the fcuk i will be seein u next.... once in a while, it does hurt wen i know i can't see u for daes esp wen i dun see u for daes and dun talk on the phone wif u for hrs... guess i'm faithed to be like dis... haven't got much choice do i????? i know i haven't gotten much choices.. once in a while i seriousli need sum help and sum time alone but wen i wanna get it, i can never get it as u know mi toooo well... and i always tell u everytink.. wat do i do in such situations... i dun know? i haven't gotten any idea on wat to do to? basicalli tat's why i get invlove in many tinks hopin tat i can occupy myself and dun make my fcuk self sad... even more and kinda upset now... wonderin wat will happen...i thought everytink was goin well but i was very very wrong.. wish i could go back inot the past and change a feww stuffs but i know if i do tat. i would haf never met u or i would not haf been in such a state. i'm not blamin u... i need sum time on my own as i can still feel the pain in mi.. juz let mi do wat i always do wen i feel lotz of pain inside.. pls.. i wish there wasn't anyone stoppin mi while doin tat...
tmr got to start cleanin the hse for diwali and i dun know wen i will see u next... guess 2 weeks later? like i said i wanna see u now but i know i can't... i juz feel like lyin on ur shoulder and cryin but i can't as i know u hate to see mi cry... but at te same time i cannot tahan the stuffs tat i'm goin thru now... wen i need u here, u are here but in my memories and i dun know wat to say...i missin u lotz.. i didn't ask for much, not plenty of money or gifts everytime we meet and expensive dinner and sumtink great for our daez together... but juz sum time... if i ask too much, i'm sorry... i shouldn't expect much fm u... i know ur schedule and ur busy time, and u got to help ur mom too... i tink it's better if i dun ask to meet as it will onli disappoint mi more.. i'm makin myself even more fcuk horrible now.... i reali need u here wif mi.. at least a shoulder of urs.. a phonecall now is certainli not helpin mi but askin u to meet mi is also unfair to u.... sorry....and i tink i better stop here...

~missin u more than ever and hatin myself more than ever~
*sorry if i hurt anyone by postin dis thought*

sagi_gal blogged at 3:26 PM

Thursday, November 1, 2007 - still off mood :

tell u guys the true.. i'ven't got any fcuk mood to blog anytink which happen as dis basicalli is a FCUK dae!!!!!!! i thought tat doin a certai tinks could haf cheered mi up but i guess i was reali very wrong and i also happen to know a few more stuffs... and now i am back to bein teary again... i reali hate myself for now...

~HATIN MYSELF!~
~LOVIN HIM!~

sagi_gal blogged at 11:13 PM