well, new year is gonna be here in 24 hrs time! and i can;t believe it sia~ it's like sooooo fast the year is gonna end sia! OMG!!! freakin fast la.. and wat's my resolution? i haven;t got any and plan not to haf any... as i dun follow it... well, great tinks have happen todae and HAPPY 1 YEAR TO MY SIS AND BIL(DANIE)!! tinks are gonna not so good once in a while thru put the year but still.. the year's gonna end and it's part and parcel of life!!! and it;s also my bitch's birthdae!!! KHAMSINAH;S BIRTHDAE!!!
my wonderful birthdae cake.. it was nice.. and it was in a shape of a burger.. cool sia~ i love burger!!!!.jpg)
help!!!help!!help!! my burger is on fire.. juz kiddin.. it was the candles.. 18 candles, i mean19 year old..jpg)
time to make wish. i wish, i wish, i wish....jpg)
pose wif the cake... .jpg)
havin a good look at the cake, so tat i can eat up....jpg)
yummy..yummy..yummy.....jpg)
eat..eat..eat....jpg)
mi and hubby... stll lovin him lotz like before... glad tat he is in my life!!!!!!!!
mi and ellan(palla[sorry for the wrong spellin name]) before the whole performance to start...
another shot of miin thick makeup.. hubby was lookin at mi a type the whole time as he has never seen mi like dis...
this was taken durin the full dress rehershal, the dae before the actual veena... and tat's the end of entry for todae... and guess wat? maybe i shpuld start postin up the scores of manchster united as i'm like gonna keep track of it... maybe i will start durin tat ah... well for the first one.. MAN U vs EVERTON.. the score is 2-1.. MAN U 2 and EVERTON is 1... MAN U won the game!!!You can’t kill yourself by holding your breath!!! so dun bother holding ur breath to die!
well, well, todae is sundae.. for 3 weeks i wun be havin school as holidaez has started... gonna miss everyone in school and i will start gettin lazy to get to school.. tinks are not exactli goin good.. haven't top up my prepaid card, so i can't send any msgs.. life is startin to get kinda sucky and it is also gona affect sum ppl in my life... i juz dun know wat to do.. should i get a job.. i dun exactli mind any job. there are a certain jobs which i dun mind doin but sum ppl mind.. wat can i do? afterall i'm onli a gal.. if it was a guy, they wun have said anytink.. juz dun know wat to do now... very confused.. tinks are also happenin tat it is affectin my thoguhts that i'm totalli confused. a shoulder would be very comfortin but whose shoulder? anyone, ur shoulder pls... kinda goin crazy over tinks too.. juz dun know wat to say or do.. how to go on wif life like dis? confusion over tinks which are happenin... need a listenin ear to listen mi out and dun lecture mi but juz gif mi a shoulder wen i start cryin.. i will be more than happy if u could do tat... i miss u but do u know tat i miss u? i dun tink u know tat i miss u... as it's onli a been a dae since i saw u.. i wan u here now.. but knowin u, i know tat u wun cum.. i'm nearli in tears... will u ever understand my feelin wen i say i need u here.. i'm nt askin u to be there everytime but why can't u be there wen u can be? i'm scared for wat's gonna happen? headaches are cumin back.. and my back is also feelin a kind.. will i die soon out of sickness?
well, mondae all the way to thursdae was havin practice..veena was on the fridae so practice after practice and screwin after screwin.. it was like OMG and worse still, i didn;t recover!!! i was still sick la.. now feelin lotz more better la.
currentli sitted on the dark blue 2 seater sofa, watchin tv checkin fiendster and updatin my blog.. lolz.. super freakin bored la... wanted to go for jeevita's birthdae but mothr said no.. so i couldn;t go.. sorry jeevita sis.. very sorry.. will make it up to u... well, hubby is at the cc.. for meetin.. so can;t call him either.. hmmm, kinda missin him.. but guess it doesn't matter much as i kinda got used to it.. wanted to see him but unable to do it.. *haiz* wat can i do.. dun wanna say anymore also la.. well, yawnin and bored.. notink much is also goin on in my mind.. haven't got much to say also... the veena is also cumin up.. wanna take back my dancin but ppl are sayin no. they ask mi wat i wanna learn but wen i tel my interest, there's a straight no.. so why even bother askin wat's my interest?? i dun get it.. got to start savin up more and more money also so tat i can take my bike lisence... anyone wanna sponsor mi for tat? i dun mind.. fact, u are gladli invited to sponsor mi.. dun know wat to update my blog bout.. feel like i'm livin a borin life.. wanna make it happenin but if i do so, i will lose sum major ppl in my life whom i dun wanna lose.. so got to keep it dis way.. guess tat's it for now..
this is the cake given by the break makkals
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